season of L.O.V.E
Monday, December 25, 2006
merry christmas
merry christmas everyone!
hope you had a merry time with your loved ones. :) ¶ 11:24 AM 0 Comments
hope you had a merry time with your loved ones. :) ¶ 11:24 AM 0 Comments
Sunday, December 10, 2006
Missing the Sharks
it seems like i'm rotting on my bed. i would really give anything to do something useful this holidays. everyones working and out. any part time work? look for me. anything. really. i'm really bored at home. i even resorted to packing my room for a whole 3 days then packing my cousins'. going to the library alone.
maybe i dont hate the editing lab and the crazy hours that much.
i want back my sharks.
the fish is getting fat and unfresh.
and totally not confident of anything anymore if i keep staring at the computer screen reading none-existance updates. doing things that i do only to please my parents and waste my time.. like go genting, when i'm too old for the themepark and too young for the casino, for 4 days. then christmas is here and the holidays over.
somehow this holidays feels like a drag. can school start again please?
so i dont feel like a old unwanted piece of rag.
ireallyhatebeingalone.
soon i'll be a dead fish. cos i'm gonna jump out of the tank of still water soon. ¶ 12:07 AM 0 Comments
maybe i dont hate the editing lab and the crazy hours that much.
i want back my sharks.
the fish is getting fat and unfresh.
and totally not confident of anything anymore if i keep staring at the computer screen reading none-existance updates. doing things that i do only to please my parents and waste my time.. like go genting, when i'm too old for the themepark and too young for the casino, for 4 days. then christmas is here and the holidays over.
somehow this holidays feels like a drag. can school start again please?
so i dont feel like a old unwanted piece of rag.
ireallyhatebeingalone.
soon i'll be a dead fish. cos i'm gonna jump out of the tank of still water soon. ¶ 12:07 AM 0 Comments
Wednesday, December 06, 2006
Smith's Artist Survival Kit
"For the really bad days,
for the days when you want to quit,
when you feel like everything you do is shit,
when you feel your self-esteem plummet,
when you decide that you would rather wait tables for a living,
when you start to think you will never make a living making art,
when you are working on something and feel like you hate it more than you've ever hated anything in your life,
when someone makes an offhand remark about your work and afterwards you feel dejected,
when you wish you had gone to school for accounting,
when you start to believe that maybe your family was right,
when you want to lie in bed for a month and eat chips. "
- kera smith
well those days are over (not coming yet soon) and well.. i'm lying in bed slacking for a month.
early xmas present for all those who believe they will have slackofsleep&depression&wanttogiveup syndrome.. that picture is a link to your present~ even if you're not an artist.
¶ 1:57 PM 0 Comments
"For the really bad days,
for the days when you want to quit,
when you feel like everything you do is shit,
when you feel your self-esteem plummet,
when you decide that you would rather wait tables for a living,
when you start to think you will never make a living making art,
when you are working on something and feel like you hate it more than you've ever hated anything in your life,
when someone makes an offhand remark about your work and afterwards you feel dejected,
when you wish you had gone to school for accounting,
when you start to believe that maybe your family was right,
when you want to lie in bed for a month and eat chips. "
- kera smith
well those days are over (not coming yet soon) and well.. i'm lying in bed slacking for a month.
early xmas present for all those who believe they will have slackofsleep&depression&wanttogiveup syndrome.. that picture is a link to your present~ even if you're not an artist.
¶ 1:57 PM 0 Comments
My mom and the garbage man
ARGHHHH... AHH!
i'm having an outrage here. my mom's collaborating with garbage man. to throw EVERYTHING away. do you have a mum like that too? she's crazy! and i'm mad! i'm was telling.. then i was complaining.. then i was yelling. then my dad yells about my damn it freaking hell rudness. FREAK! just get out of my room!
other kids without toys and books can have mine. NOT the garbage man. I'm giving away! not throwing! freak! this things cost money and are in good condition! what the freaking hell is wrong with sharing?? and if you agree with my mum, let me just ask this. do you want to live on top of a NEW hill in singapore? or get haze from garbage-forest fire?! FREAK!
and all those cloths that my mum bought for HERSELF and for ME, when i was not ard. that is in perfect condition like those you can get in the 2nd hand shops that those freaking rich taitai wear once and throw away. but we are NOT freaking rich! so whats wrong with me trying to sell those that she has NEVER worn and are so freaking nice away? i could sell like 1 out of those 10 branded goods i picked out and easily get 20 bucks! and she's so freaking HAPPY about the 40 dollars from the 3 BIG bags of cloths sold that we at least spent a thousand bucks for them! just think. 50 shirts times 20 dollars thats a freaking 1000! HELL! and she's CHALLENGING me to get TOMMY HILFIGER sold! FREAK!
if i'm really studying architecture, i'll build a house, beside a 5 dollar market, with lots of holes -and to collect garbage and dust, and install a HUGE garbage bin in the house that generates 50cents everytime its full, JUST. FOR. MY MUM.
PISSED.
怒りの絶叫. ¶ 12:35 PM 0 Comments
i'm having an outrage here. my mom's collaborating with garbage man. to throw EVERYTHING away. do you have a mum like that too? she's crazy! and i'm mad! i'm was telling.. then i was complaining.. then i was yelling. then my dad yells about my damn it freaking hell rudness. FREAK! just get out of my room!
other kids without toys and books can have mine. NOT the garbage man. I'm giving away! not throwing! freak! this things cost money and are in good condition! what the freaking hell is wrong with sharing?? and if you agree with my mum, let me just ask this. do you want to live on top of a NEW hill in singapore? or get haze from garbage-forest fire?! FREAK!
and all those cloths that my mum bought for HERSELF and for ME, when i was not ard. that is in perfect condition like those you can get in the 2nd hand shops that those freaking rich taitai wear once and throw away. but we are NOT freaking rich! so whats wrong with me trying to sell those that she has NEVER worn and are so freaking nice away? i could sell like 1 out of those 10 branded goods i picked out and easily get 20 bucks! and she's so freaking HAPPY about the 40 dollars from the 3 BIG bags of cloths sold that we at least spent a thousand bucks for them! just think. 50 shirts times 20 dollars thats a freaking 1000! HELL! and she's CHALLENGING me to get TOMMY HILFIGER sold! FREAK!
if i'm really studying architecture, i'll build a house, beside a 5 dollar market, with lots of holes -and to collect garbage and dust, and install a HUGE garbage bin in the house that generates 50cents everytime its full, JUST. FOR. MY MUM.
PISSED.
怒りの絶叫. ¶ 12:35 PM 0 Comments
Sunday, December 03, 2006
the fish is still alive
just to inform you that the fish (me, not my bro) is still alive.
- eaten a few sharks.
- rotting on the super single sized bed at HOME.
- playing SIMS 2.
- reading every single thing available (expect for the newspapers).
- growing out of the L-SIZED and the XL. (not joking.. i changed 4 shorts today just because i cant freaking fit into them.)
- intending to slim down.
- absolutely willing to be asked out for a ride, cycle, swim, jog, basketball, volleyball, getting sweaty.
